The One in Montana

     I don't believe in love at first sight. Anyone who knows me will vouch for that. This guy has given me butterflies since day one. It's not like we even see each other often. It's cheesy, but we have an emotional connection. Of course we've had sex, but that's not even what it's about.
     No denying, he is a gorgeous specimen. 6'4", ice-blue eyes, and a jawline that could've been chiseled from marble. He's the kind of guy I could wake up to every morning for years and still wonder how I got so lucky.
     Again, this isn't even about lust.
     He's my gaming partner, mostly. Sure, if either of us wind up in the same town, we hook up. We text each other almost every day. He's sarcastic and funny. He's also brilliant and well-read. We suggest movies for each other. Sometimes the movies are absolutely awful. Usually in a way that makes you embarrassed that you're watching, but not enough to make you quit. I only bring this up because I feel like that describes our relationship. Due to logistics, we will probably never be a real item, but it's not something either of us will admit to. We're too stupid to give up.
     In the meantime, we both see other people. We're emotional cheaters.